Thursday, 26 April 2012
Can't help feeling like something's wrong... Head keeps on spinning with emotions. Sometimes I wanna cry sometimes I wanna laugh sometimes I just wanna sit in silence, sometimes all 3 and more. Being like this is confusing! It's as though I'm shifting between emotional states with no warning, theory aren't extremes of the emotions but it's enough to notice. I believe it may just be the stress of college and the ever growing dread about university looming of me like some sort of dark cloud made of negative energy... My future keeps switching between seeming certain and uncertain, different aspects of my life are in contrast. I feel like a painting that has been stopped and changed over and over again, constantly trying to becone a masterpiece. Anyone got any ideas what I should do?
Sunday, 22 April 2012
just a life update :)
ok so i haven't posted on here for ages so let me just say hello hello hello again :)
well theres loads to talk about and yet it seems like theres nothing at the same time. college is almost coming to an end and the final exams will soon be upon us. unfortunately for myself i have many exams due to resist and I'm finding it hard to cope with the workload... i do not believe i shall make it into university by the end of this term :/ however i plan to take another year of study if necessary and reapply to university after that :) hopefully i shall one day become the molecular biologist i hope to become :)
recently me and my fiancé went through a rough patch (no thanks to me... again) but we've come through it and i hope that with some changes i hope to make to myself i shall be able to prove myself worthy of having this beautiful woman by my side :)
well not much else has happened life goes on as life does XD
my friend cookie turned 18 a couple of days ago so last night me, taiya, guy, cookie, penguin and ollie-babes, all went out for a meal at an amazing chinese restaurant XD (just to clarify the names I've put down are my nicknames for people other than taiya and guy) anyway the meal was amazing, it was by far the best chinese i have ever had :) if anyone lives in tyldesly in Manchester i'd recommend this place its called the spring deer :)
top left: some shrimp thing i didn't eat :P
top right: cantonese pork
Middle: the whole meal
bottom left: lemon chicken (<3 <3 <3 was gorgeous)
bottom right: beef in black bean sauce
we then went to the pub and had loads of drinks :) it was amazing XD
left to right: cookie, penguin, guy, taiya, ollie-babes
well theres loads to talk about and yet it seems like theres nothing at the same time. college is almost coming to an end and the final exams will soon be upon us. unfortunately for myself i have many exams due to resist and I'm finding it hard to cope with the workload... i do not believe i shall make it into university by the end of this term :/ however i plan to take another year of study if necessary and reapply to university after that :) hopefully i shall one day become the molecular biologist i hope to become :)
recently me and my fiancé went through a rough patch (no thanks to me... again) but we've come through it and i hope that with some changes i hope to make to myself i shall be able to prove myself worthy of having this beautiful woman by my side :)
well not much else has happened life goes on as life does XD
my friend cookie turned 18 a couple of days ago so last night me, taiya, guy, cookie, penguin and ollie-babes, all went out for a meal at an amazing chinese restaurant XD (just to clarify the names I've put down are my nicknames for people other than taiya and guy) anyway the meal was amazing, it was by far the best chinese i have ever had :) if anyone lives in tyldesly in Manchester i'd recommend this place its called the spring deer :)
top right: cantonese pork
Middle: the whole meal
bottom left: lemon chicken (<3 <3 <3 was gorgeous)
bottom right: beef in black bean sauce
we then went to the pub and had loads of drinks :) it was amazing XD
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